blog T3-88

I pretty sure no one will even comment but considering this is a diary...... ish thingy to me then I think I'll write it in my blog. Let's see I have 2 "I am" poems but I don't know which one to choose because I'm weird... hehehe
let's see my first poem
I am a fat boy who can't fit on the swings
I wonder if the swings will break under my weight
I hear the scream of thousands falling off their swings
I see a paper crane flying across the sky
I want to join the crane on it's journey
I am a fat boy who can't fit on the swings

I pretend to be that paper crane as it flies
I feel that the ground is dragging me down so I will never leave
I touch the paper wings on my back
I worry that they won't be able to hold my weight
I cry when the paper crane's wings rip
I am a fat boy who can't fit on the swings

I understand that some things were meant to be on the ground
I say we fight the laws of nature
I dream that one day I can bend those rules
I try to sit once more on the swings
I hope that another crane files by
I am a fat boy who can't fit on the swings

My other "I am" poem is this:

I am a child left all alone because of my cold heart
I wonder if maybe I'm the only one in this world
I hear the laughter of my imaginary friends
I see them all holding hands and walking away with their families
I want to walk home too
I am a child left all alone because of my cold heart

I pretend to laugh as tears roll out
I feel like ice, ready to melt away
I touch the hands of my imaginary friends but always grab at nothing
I worry that when I die, I won't be able to tell the difference to when I was alive
I cry because no one will care when I am missing
I am a child left all along because of my cold heart

I understand that I will always be alone
I say let's all be friends
I dream that one day someone will come pick me up
I try to become independent
I hope that one day I will become someone's worries
I am a child left all alone because of my cold heart

SEE I told you my poems were depressing. I think I'll choose my 1st one.