Dear Boy,

Dear Boy,
I don't know when we'll ever meet, but I hope we do.

And I hope that when we fall for each other you'll like me for who I am, so please don't compare me with other people. I hope you will make me laugh, but you're serious when needed to be. I hope that we'll have tons of fun.

I hope you know that sometimes I'm weird... actually alot of the time and I'm a otaku for bishies. And when I see cute children, I can't help but stare at them because they're so cute and adorable and and small and I'll want to hug them... awkward..

And if we ever go out on dates, just know that I'll be nervous, and have butterflies, so it's okay if you are too. And know that I'm not one for dresses, for I find myself quite tomboyish.

Sometimes I'll be jealous, and I can't help it I'm sorry. I hope that you'll be honest with me, and tell me if you're not happy with something, even if it's something I did. And if you ever cry, or feel sad, I promise I won't laugh, I'll probably tell you it was cute after wards.. if that's okay.. and know that it's normal for people to feel like that. If I ever do cry, just tell me it'll be okay. Oh, oh and if you blush or get embarrassed, I'll find that cute too.

Obviously being together is great but we need time for our friends too.

Promise me, that even if we don't love each other as lovers, we'll do so as friends. I know it'll probably take time, for both of us to recover. But, no matter how long I hope we can still keep in contact as friends!

I sorry if I'm asking for too much out of you, but know I'll love you for you. So don't be anything else. And sometimes I might be an otaku... so tell me one I'm being too much of one. I'm going to meet you one day... probably not soon, but one day, and you'll be the bishie in my eye.

Sleepy Always,
iLiveForSleep